Thanks to people around me who cheer me up for the past 1 week ++
i think it is not coming back.
special thanks to all the people.
okay i know i'm very naggy!!



well, BCLS course was so fun la.
@ first was stress, follow by okay
and it ended with a word FUN!!
LS SPIRIT =)

glad to have huiyi and weilin to join the course tgt with me or else i'm the only rcy.


no wonder so many people say bcls was fun.
now i know why.
next, i aiming AED, followed by a higher standard of SFA.

okay. these few thing is what i wanna do for the next few week/mth

1st


japan movies.
JOIN ME !!

2nd




my 2nd idol after fahrenheit.
so people, anyone wanna watch with me on
8 Aug, please tell me ASAP.
cause i need to save $$!!
as u know me, i wun make myself save money if i dun need $$!!
and it on 8pm that night.

thats all.
and i still want to thank people.
how can i be so naggy! =/

smile =]
noelle

Today blogging should be quite interesting.

COC, i actually dun feel like going.
i make my way there eventually.
and the bad thing was..

DELTA-rians
they are under the shelter..
urshering
and left 1 delta-rian under the sun.
aww..
feel bad.
but it's a good experience to be in GOH.

while in the GOH, i can hear the ma'am running behind me
btw, i'm at last row la.
and all casualty are cadet.
i almost fell twice before parade with courts shoe.
damn damn.
and 0908 peeps was saying that my uniform are so BIG!!
i agree la.
my skirt out of sudden can turn around
and my top seems to be bigger and
it seriously look odd.

aww.. damn odd la.
how can i wear an oversize uniform.
aw..

ehs, photo with my oversize uniform will upload soon once i get from huiling.

recently feel that food are so disgusting with all the oil on top...
and eww.. imagine all the oil.
i brought the tapao back home for my family.
i only have a few mouthful of it.
and i already feel disgusted.
the orange juice 0908 make also so sweet.
YUCKS ARZ!!

okay as promise, i shall study
and done with 5 chapter by 12am.
shall keep to my promise.

i hate emo-ing.

smile =]
noelle

I'M NOT IN A GOOD MOOD FOR NOW !!~

before my bloody attitude come bak, i'll control myself.
but when it come bak, i no longer have control with my attitude again.
well, dun mess with me.

i receive this invitation from hq and i dunno if i should go because the rest didn't receive it.

p/s: if u dunno me from sec1, u wun know my bloody attitude.
my attitude will make people detest me.

i seriously hope it wun come back AGAIN !!!!

hasn't been smiling since this morning.
feel so lifeless.

noelle

hey...
blogging on wednesday morning...
flu is gone and muscle cramp on my leg is coming.
OUCH !!
it occur every morning and it seriously irritate me.

well, i slept in 2 hr lecture yesterday.
i can say i broke my sleeping record of 15 minute.
i slept 1hr and 45 minutes.
how tired am i.

i was swimming ytd and the sky turn purple-ish slowly as i look at it,
strong breeze was blowing.
after a moment, the rain drop started to drop and i looked up,
it seems like i'm flying through the galaxy and the star are falling on to me.
well, this is a so-good nice experience and i think that i should share with everyone.
however, do remember that the star are stone in the galaxy.
so u might get hit very often.

all i can say now is thankyou =)
and i think after so long, i really started to smile again.
cheer on !

smile =)
noelle

its been 2 week and i notice that i wasn't happy in any of the day.
u see me smile cause i dun wanna people to see me with gulm face.
i was smiling without my notice but it wasn't from my heart.
i wasn't even smiling from the day when i'm down for vacation.
it seems that certain thing can only cheer me up for a moment.
well, everyone seems to be emotional these few day.
hope everyone is fine.
remember, when it's time for us to smile for the sake of smiling,
please smile.

i trying my best to smile.
i look happy but i wasn't happy.
okay.
i dunno what i'm thinking now.

RIGHT NOW I JUST WANT STARBUCKS COFFEE PLEASE
&
THAI EXPRESS FOOD PLEASE.


well, its time for me to cheer myself up. its taking such a long time already.
thanks kai siang for playing audi with me.

noelle.

the first enjoyment i have for the day.

I PASS MY SOCIOLOGY !!

wohoo.

i suddenly think that time flies really that fast untill i cannot catch up with alot of thing.
i need more than 24 hr per day!!!
give me more TIME PLEASE!

i'm getting stress.
clinical test date is confirm.
2nd july - theory
8 july - practical from 1300 hrs to 1500hrs

well, i'm super high today.
thank to mummy, jiejie and papa.

shall blog later in the day.
still emo-ing
cya

noelle

i was reading at yun blog and i think this might be a interesting one
both my friend and 0908/senior vi,
read this up.

it is raining cats and dogs,u drive along a street and in tht bus stop,u see 3 ppl.

1st is a dying old man,he need to go hospital immediately
2nd is a doctor,he saves ur life b4,even in ur dream u wans to repay him.
3rd is ur dreamlover,in ur dream u wans to marry him,once u missed it means will nv meet him again.

but ur car can onli drive 1 more person,who will u choose to drive?

the best solution is to let the doctor dive the dying old man to hospital and stayed to accompany ur dreamlover..

but for me, the best solution wasn't this.
maybe my mind was not that really simple. yea?
i will choose 1.
since u can only drive 1 person, and the doctor are waiting for u to drive him, do u think he will make it in time trying to save the old man??
and also the one the dream lover.
i know opportunity dun come twice.
but if there's really a emergency, would you care that much??
might rather sacrifies it.

hm.. i'm complicated indeed.
well, i'm just too against that answer.
and if u think u wanna drive the dream lover, do you think you can be together with the dream lover?

okay. it seems like i'm kiddy.

anyway,

I'VE FINISH MY ESSAY!!
FINALLY.
whether i pass it or not, all i can say was i did my best and if i flung it, i've got nothing to say.


noelle

Thai story is here again.
owner: i cannot take this anymore.i want thai food.
orange card: NO!! u are suppose to save money.
owner: nvm. i feel like eating 3102. =P
orange card: hm... okay. u can do that next time.

i know this story is lame. but it can cheer me up for a while ya?

after a gentle reminder, i notice i have not done my conclusion. thats y i need more word.
how silly i'm.
this is how u will feel when u are awake.
anyway, thankyou.

i feel so damn silly this morning.
i realise that after so long, i'm the idiot that fool myself.
i can't even do a normal stuff properly.
so how am i suppose to do a more responsible job?
think back again, i'm just like a 3 year old kids.
no different.

giving up piano was never a choice given to me because i would never choose to learn.
i rather learn string instrument.

A person who look happy might not be happy
A person who look sad might not really be sad
But a person who look damn emo, trust them.
They are really emo.
The expression might not bluff you.

count down to a few hour and ambrose sir going bak to army.


the picture i draw ages ago at redcross room

noelle

I AM STRESS ARZ!!!!!!
i admit la. i'm still emo.
but when i see the other happy, i think i should make myself happy too and not to kill the whole atmosphere.

have a nice day ytd.
SOE
1. HQ to return first aid puch
2. saw angela and talk together
3. ambrose sir, xinyu and guo ying came and we take a photo on ambrose sir.
i'll post the photo of before and after later in the day ya?
4. thankyou ambrose sir! he treat us at thai express.
5. Byebye jordan, angela and ambrose sir and hello stephen, hong zhou,twins.
6. make our way to sentosa and poor zhi sheng had waited for us damn long.
7. make our way to the beach and play captain ball.
i admit i kenna cheated alot of time. THANK YOU ARZ!!
8. went to swim from 1 end to another end and it is so SHIOCK.
9. bathing time was super damn WTH!!
people there bath so long.
10. make our way bak to vivo.
stephen and anton left their belonging at the beach still.
11. we saw fireword too.... =)
12. we really make our way back.
13. i'm back to mode emoing
14. they are al eating in the so called train
15. went banquet to eat and it's closing.
16. went water park and play some game.
17. it's late at night and we make our way back home.
18. i slept in the whole mrt trip but surprisingly i woke up in every of the impt. station like douby gault.

people who are involve.
actually alot. =)

i think i'm too stress up le. i haven finish my essay and i went to sleep ytd.
DAMN ME!
i swear if it wasn't my laziness, i might be able to finish all my stuff before school open.
but right now, nothing seems to be done no matter how hard i try.
i shouldn't have sleep last night.
KILL ME!!!

noelle

noelle

HAHAS!!!!
i'm abit emo today la...

anyway !!
Ambrose sir is out.
can't wait to see his hairstyle.
and poor orange card.



orange card: when my owner wanna use me? so long le.
owner: i won't be using you now.
orange card: aww... i'm sad. but u can save money.
orange card: not a bad idea.
owner: i'm glad of ur understanding.

that's the end of orange card story for now.


went hq today to pack the stuff and so qiao to see so many people there too.
Twins, Auntie, Xin Yu, Derek sir, Afidah, Hong Zhou.
after packing the stuff,i've decided to help derek sir with log since i've gt nth to do.
i enjoy today and i'm lovin it.
thankyou guys who are there esp. my ulp mate afidah.
i think it is my responsibility to keep my essay paper properly since i know that group mate was nt that cooperative in helping me.
but damn me. i lost it
noelle

NOEL CHOONG IS DOWN FOR

FORGETFUL SYNDROME

yea. i'm currently very forgetful nowaday.
i wonder why.
i think it's time to reappear my pooh bear handbook again.
i can even forget the item i wanna give to my ulp peeps.

went recce this morning.
i've went to girl guide house and they sell alot of nice and cheap stuff.
the place wasn't that big. so i think i don't need any RCHN people in girl guide house.

today relc duty was abit slack.
however, i learn alot of stuff from wilson sir and ren jie sir.
a great learning experience.

have a very nice chatting session with wilson sir during the dinner too.
hahas. i learn alot of stuf today.

well, i'll do a blog about my ulp08 soon okay?
i'm so down for flu now. luckily i'm not with any fever.
i shall finish my 1000 word write up for critical thinking tml.
cya.

i'm still a bit momo and also tired.
can i be less tired after today?

p/s: i super hate my manager. she change my time for work again and i can't go hq tml. damn her.


noelle

Two years back, i was a cadet there.
two year later, i was a trainer there.
i wonder what will i be with 2 more year time.
time fly fast

everything seems to end fast. and i still can't get use to trainer life.
i try nt to smile. but it just came out of nowhere.
i can scold my own cadets.
but i just can't take my hand to scold others.

it's still a long way for me to learn alot of thing.
i always think i didn't help much.
perhaps that's me.

this is just an empty post.


noelle

A thing that you have it for many years have became the habit of urs.
out of sudden you just lost it,
you will blame the people who lost it.
but think again, you nv even trasure it till it is lost.
again,
i regret it
i failed to save it.

noel

Decided to post this photo is because...
LOOK AGAIN PEOPLE!!!
ULP08 cadets some of them are in there.
GOSH.
2 from my group somemore.

okay. i was bored thats y i was looking at my photo.
gtg.
i'll blog about more thing nxt time.

noelle

HAPPY EMO DAY !!!

wow. its been a long time since i emo.
any great idea what i'm am doing now?
i am blogging now of course.
but before this, i was staring in the air.

i'm like dunno what to do with alot of thing.
i think i;m like what rui xian ma'am say,
i'm GREEN

thing to settle
1. B1. i dunno what to do with them le. Really.
if you know what is biohazard, you will seriously think that putting biohazard in fa kit is ridiculous.
2. FA duty. sir ask me if i wanna plan for fa duty, and i agree to it since the other 3 can't do it.
but i'm scared that no firstaider would want to sign up and i seriously think that...
i might just screw it up. GOSH.
3. Critical thinking essay is still undone.
4. more ICA are coming due to the intro of new module.
i hate ICA. eventhough i dun mind presentation, but i dun like the team mate.

kill myself.

today my mood is

I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF !!


noelle

I'M DONE WITH SOCIOLOGY
i can say my paper sure badly done la.

anyway,
this is a furious incident.
i just think that i everyday also got some disagreement with humans.

one of the witches act as a leader and call me to do socio thing.
WTH!
and she call me to plan for psychology.
i was like...
I WANNA STUDY FOR EXAM!!
CAN'T U ASK ME LATER?
fed up !!.

my enjoyment time is went to play parapara and ddr with angie and huiting.
well, i must say we shared common interest.
but, attitude of us is super different.

anyway, i think ambrose sir change hairstyle le.
can't wait to see it.
hahas
*grin =)

hope he faster come out and use his orange card

anyway,

GOOD LUCK AMBROSE SIR !!




noelle

I'M DEAD!!!!

so not done with my socio when i have my ica at 6pm.
GOSH

something happen after my last post.
that malaysia girl in my class are trying to get close to my friend.
i'm wondering what's she planning in her mind.
i just think that she has evil intention on her mind that are not reveal.
how i hope to tell her stop copying what i do.
she was like trying to copy what i did in the past.
leave the group due to her,
join and make friend with other,
till make friend with angie and farah they all.
the thing was, she wasn't quarrel with "them"
you know who i'm refering to.
every move that she did, she was just copying what i did for the next few week after i leave the group.
yes, you will be wondering how i know.
if angie wouldn't told me today that the malaysian girl actually trying to get close to them, i would never know.
i have fate in huiting and i trust that she will stop that from happening.

WHAT HAPPEN TO THE WORLD?

people all around are emo-ing about friendship and . . . .
i just don't get you guys.
if i was you a year back, yes, i will emo.
but come-on grown up people.
believe in yourself that you can solve the problem yourself and stop pulling innocent people in so that the thing that happen now would be easier to solve.
this is the tip i'm going to give.
the rest is up to u.


i just got no mood to study due to all this problem in my head,
NOEL,
stop using the ROAR word cause you did sth funny

nvm. i use grr since roar is nt allow.


noelle
i'm getting my nose out of this.

EXAM ARE TOMORROW and
I'M STILL NOT DONE.

well, presentation got the highest in the class, B+.
i can say i love foundation of nursing more than critical and socio.
Sociology tesy tml.
i can say, i have to squeeze 7 lecture = 70+ pages of note in my brainy tonight.
i won't be able to blog more.
here's picture to share while i'm not blogging.
a memory of past and now.

click on the following picture to view my album.

I got my presentation with group for today
and
and
tutor praise me for my presentation.
she called noel.
she say i elaborate on every point and it was very well-done.
WOHOO!!
out of sudden i love presentation.
i'm waiting for result.

i hope this time round our presentation will be better than critical as we ( the group)
really put in effort.
BY CHANGING PRESENTATION AT MIDNIGHT !!!

and

I REALLY NEED 0908 THERAPY !!!

well, today psychology lesson was cancel.
thus, i went b1 meeting.
when i reach there, i catch nth.
wa.
heng one of them told me where they are at.

well, i went there for only 45 min, i guess.
and i believe that my english will improve at the end of ULP.


i luv 0908 and redcross people
i luv dar and sis
i luv NR0825 (only some of them)


noelle

I'm so fed up with my group mate.
GOSH
*vomit blood at anytime*
when they print to me the hard copy, i assume that it's done and they do assume too.
today night, i was doing research on my presenting item, they send me a msn message that project is nt done and i was like
WHAT THE HELL.
nvm. i dun have the soft copy, so i ask them to add it in, they was like
YOU ADD IN YOURSELF.
i was like, if i got a lappy now, i wun beg u u witches.
well, i shall tolerate till i got my lappy.
thats the day u guys just stop showing off lappy.

shouldn't say much. i'm already lost of blood.


a minute back the editing page people say
i gonna reallocate the page.
I ALMOST HAVE HEART ATTACK!
I SWEAR.
after all my preparation work, its gone case liao.
ROAR.
and GRR.
and wadever word that can came out from my mouth.
KILL MYSELF.