LOST................
i don't know what happen.
maybe the 1 year plus mood swing is back again.
seems to have lots of friends.
but who are really there for me when i'm upset and stuff?
wadever. i don't really wanna be so mood swing.
but again, friendship are fragile.
isn't it?
how long can the ship last?
everyone is just so busy

list to buy:
01. rocker bracelet
02. rocker belt
03. 2 tanktop (W&B)
04. skirt
05. short
06. camera pattern necklace
07. white covered shoes
08. jacket.



noelchoong

Watch Tokyo Sonata with ChienChem,Hadi and HongZhou.
Thought the show was quite nice but was disappointed with certain part
they did not elaborate on the elder brother and the younger brother too.
It's mostly about their parents.

and after that show, i almost lost my wallet.
thanks god i check after i leave cinema and manage to open the door again to get back my wallet.

i don't know why but my friends will be surprise if they know i'm so damn quiet.
it's like since when i'm quiet sia?
but whenever i'm with redcross people, i just become quiet.
haix.

anyway, had been veery unlucky.
so people to be close to me if you don't want to be unlucky



noelchoong

Just reach home 30minutes back.
meet up with the guys.

okay. These few days i've think alot and
i got my idea set, settle some misunderstanding too.

My future path
thought of getting advance diploma in XXX
and get a degree and enjoy my working life.
when i earn enough money, i'll work as medic.
when i've earn enough money for my whole life,
i'll go oversea and help out in people,
those peoplewho need our help,
in redcross pledge, we have this
"to help the sick and the suffering"

Friendship
Yes, i'm facing a crisis in my clique life.
don't really know how to settle.
Say is better than act.
It always happen.
it makes me wonder,
how important, as a friend are we in your eyes.
i've to settle this sooner or later.

Adaptation
Many people have different thinking
Each of us look at things differently.
and i did wonder, i did feel doubtful before.
but now, i know it's all a misunderstanding
still the same old one. (:
and i'll always be there.
but somehow stuck in the middle.



noelchoong

Sometime when it come to word of encouragement,
i'm loss of word.
all i wanna to say is,
jiayou and believe u can do it.
because i'm once there and i care for my friends.
i wanna see everyone pass.
jiayou.


noelchoong

Few years of friendship,
seeing it getting more and more like an old puzzel, hanging on the wall.
i got no choice but to let it drop down slowly from that wall that it's hanging on.
whenever it come to all this stuff, i hate it.
俗语说
多一个朋友好过多一个敌人。
i'm lost.
all i can say is, just do what you all want la.
i'm not fed up.
maybe now my face show "I'M"
but i'm just disappointed that why people can't take innitiative.
FULLSTOP.


noelchoong

out of a sudden,
i wanna say
i miss you
i love you
to my clique; 7 wonders.
cause i just feel like saying.
i'm scared that one day we would not be that close as we're




and to whoever who love to use my name,
use as much as you want.
just admit that
you can't find any good reason to avoid things.
and use my name will help you to
colour up your life,
make my name turns foul.
but if that's what you want,
use as much as you can.
who give the damn to it anyway?



noelchoong

Meet up with Jasmine Cheah @ hougang mall for lunch at subway
went back to Serangoon Secondary School.
I'm glad to see my junior.
Felt disappointed as there was only 14 cadets turn up.
but i've lots of fun with my junior.
I played with Christine's bear (shown above)
and the bear enjoy Flying fox and dancing.
Dinner @ ljs with tiff, jas, christine and shalini(grandma).
we had lots of laughter.

According to my dear grand ma,
THEY HAVE PROM NIGHT THIS YEAR
in school.
OMGWTH&#$&*
it's so unfair.
They can wear their own clothes and stuff.
Feeling so sad now. I'm so jealous of them.

noelchoong

I've never blame anyone.
not even for once.
but sometime, i hate it when people doubt me that i cannot wake up early to study
or
you think u can study in school meh and stuff.
she's my buddy and maybe
she didn't know i would dislike people asking me this.
Is it my image that give people like "hello! i don't study" and etc.
In anycase, i would not want that to happen.
So i hope no one would say this to me ever again .
had a friend fight joking with jas and actually when i online,
i don't feel good.

thinking of attachment and stuff.
sometime i might be laughing out loud.
but who the hell knows?
i may not really laughing.
it's just i don't wanna spoil the day.
but i'm spoiling it now.
i ask myself, am i having 2 sided character?
sucks.

today went out with leekiang, jeehou, lex and siyun.
not much too. had laughing and laughing.
i asked myself this, am i very mean to called people popcorn and etc?
felt guilty, not because if the person mind a not.
but because i'm wondering how bad my mouth can be and ......


wadever it is.
it is definately not a good day.


noelchoong

Been eating alot.

plan for this week,
monday - dance
tuesday - swim
wednesday - break
thursday - running
friday - bacj to school for redcross training
saturday - rest
sunday - rest

noelchoong

Hey yo,

I hate PIMPLE on my face.
and it's growing and growing non-stop.
Ah, I hatepimple.


meetup tomorrow (:
noelchoong

HALOoooo!!!!!!!
back to blog.
Case study was disastrous to me.
didn't do very well.
and many unhappiness going on today.
i really hate it.
let bygone be bygone.

Went orchard in the late afternoon today with zuxin and lindy
well, zuxin bought 4 item altogether and lindy and i bought nothing.
Thankyou for their accompany for today.




p/s: May, u say u wanna make up for us ar. hahas
noelchoong.

Had gathering with some of them this week.
Had lots of fun, all the talking and the lame-things.
enjoy alot and had been doing laughing exercise for the whole night.

Oh yea.
i was thinking of buying contact lenses cause whenever i wear spec,
my spec keep dropping den become like those ah ma wearing spec.
hahas.
see how.


till then,
noelchoong