i've missed the dinner with guys yesterday as i've to keep mum accompany.
i've PS her for 5 days ler.
today i went to IT fair.
i swear i almost get 1 laptop that i loved.
BUT
i went back that time, was damn late ler.
the lady told me IT HAS SOLD OUT!!
i was like holy hell.
then i asked when will it be coming, can i reserve it?
she was like there's no more in the stock.
and the stock is DEAD. wadever.
i gonna get that one!!
though of buying fujitsu one.
but called my sis and she said not worth.
i just did regret.
regret for not going early.

i'll start work on tuesday.
can't go hq to look for angela.
haix.
this sat and nxt sat are booked by my family and friends.


noelle (:

YO.
today i'm damn damn damn unlucky.
okay.

The happening

#1
sth happen in the morning.
i shall not mention.
YOU better dun tell arz.
i know its funny

#2
Father soh treat angela and i lunch.
and..
the girls have to finish the food because father soh only ate abit.
haix..
girls power.
now damn full.
Father soh was saying alot about RCHN
and say he wanna buy over rcy from angela.
hahas. damn damn damn funny.
but i wasn't laughing at the moment because i'm eating.

#3
Reach home help mum with fixing the light bulb.
and the unlucky thingy was,
the metal pieces that attach to the lamp drop out.
we have to take out the lamp from celling and fix it again,
we spend 1hr doing that.
horrible.
the thing was, if i am MIA tml. you know what happen to me.
bacause the lamp is right on top of my bed.
it might just fell anytime.
wa. sian.


i wanted to sleep now.
but it's reaching evening ler.
so i might as well have an early night tonight.
w00t.
finally feel sleepy after LONG LONG TIME.


EDITED
my head is spinning now.
my head is getting heavy
its very cold out there.
and i'm sick. ):
headache.

noelle(:

COUNTDOWN (:

17 DAYS

to attachment & holidays left

i'm having slight headache now.
it hasn't been back since after my clinical test
maybe due to the 1hr and 20min bus trip.
and you know noel wanna tell herself today?
GROW UP LAR.

anyway, a slight recap.
went sentosa with the guys & girls,
chien cham, anton, stephen, junjie sir, esther ma'am, xinyu, zalinah and hong zhou
ZALINAH was there.<3
and we teach the non-swimmer how to swim.
Zalinah almost drown.
but she manage.
shall not elaborate much.^^
and guess what?
the lifeguard there damn efficiency.
who know.
he run and walk.
p/s: the water damn salty.

make ourway back vivo for dinner and sang birthday song to zalinah.
they ended having cake fight.
hahas.
esther ma'am and i get attack by ants.
ANTS BITE !!
it shall be the first and last i kenna this.

and yea.
we took bus 80 home and it took 1hr and 20min.
yawn.
tired.
but just can't get to sleep.

yesterday.
kbox session with jasmine lam
we are like singing jj song den i was like making fun the song.
and we go high.
i remember when we sing fir song, i starting to get high
because she sang wrong lyrics.
hahas
we also got a fun time suaning each other.
i'm wondering why does our friendship so strong
strong till we quarrel but end up we chill and be best friend again.
the power of friendship (:
well. headache is getting worse.
i really gotta go.
haix.
okay.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAFARINA AND ZALINAH.
best wishes. !! (:

p/s: had a great fun just now.
i miss the girls badly.
i miss the time i had with them.



noelle(:

i'm rotting over here.
well, since i normally can't sleep at night,
then i shall only do computer work during midnight.
rotting over here, at home.
all the computer game is getting nonscence.
i'm starting to get bored.
god.
someone just save me from god sake.
now LEEKIANG, i dun care liao.
u diedie must go out with me this week le.

well, was looking thru my old photo.
i was from chubby to fat and still.. fat.
hahas.
shall motivate myself to slim.( like i'll do that)
hahas.

to lk: regarding the uncle.
not i want say him de.
but ya. he's doing that right infront of me what.
hahas and i think
he hair damn stylo.

noelle(:

i break promise again.
i didn't sleep early.
it somehow make me wonder how many promise did i break till now.
somehow i just can't get to sleep.
maybe i'm too get use of mugging in midnight without sleeping style.
okay.
some joke for the day during departure.


as you can see, it was actually a picture on a uncle with half bald
and with a butterfly shape left over hair.
well, what the uncle was doing is
he was just sitting right infront of me.
due to his bald-ness in the middle,
he still go and pull out his hair at the side.
poor hair.
a brief one.
magine if i say it live.

okay. back to today.
i think i didn't help much.
hope i can really do my part in logistic.
and hope i wun add load into log i/c.

anyway,
i think that thing is so not right for the past few day,
i got the feeling.
just hope things get back to normal soon.
and
holiday is here.
someone please ask me to go out because i'm super bored.

i wanna go army open house.
but darlings are all not interested.
think i should give it a miss and go for shopping spree on that day.
should i ?

EDITED
darlings, anyone want pei me watch this show?
LETS GO ON ONE DAY WHERE THERE IS SLOT!!
reply me okay?
OMG. IT'S OUT !!
i didn't know its out only till now.
GOSH



goodluck for your exam girls.

noelle (:

I PROMISED TO SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT.
BUT you definately know the result.
recently, i just can't get to sleep early.
i hate it when i tried to sleep but i just can't.
well, so i went to pack my messy small table.
it is so not effective to make me sleep.
infact, i'm less tired.

remember pooh?
the one that the mentors wrap for me back during my b'dae
when i lost it in pulau ubin trip in vip

wa. this is historical item.
the paper is from afidah.
(lesson presentation in ulp)

NYAA bronze booklet.
it's touch. but i dunno how to fill in.

and this pooh.
i draw it in mt intensive last year.
YES! JASMINE I FOUND IT.

AND THIS ENTRY PROOF.
it is still as nice as ever and the only paper that is still
1 piece.

THE RESULT AFTER PACKING !



i've to admit that i still superly love farenheit.
hahas.
all the album are there.
and i only left with 1 edition.
can't be found anymore.
rwar.
and the puzzel i piece up last year while waiting for result.
i definately love it.

i just hope that what i thought is not true.

noelle (:

yesterday went to send off daddy. (zhuo yue) with lao jie. mummy too tired to go.


where daddy (zhuo yue)departure at

and my lunch.


due to raining lao jie and i decided to stay in ehub archade to play.
and we spend our whole afternoon there.
have a great fun with lao jie yesterday.

http://husiblur.shutterfly.com/for full album

was reading this at ambrose sir blog.
and i found it interesting.
so i took a test too.

What Noel Choong Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

well, some of it is so so not correct lar.

noelle

This magician, he damn damns crappy la.

HEY,
i've finally make blogskin after a year.
well, do give me comment on what to improve on ya?

i'm too lazy to upload the photo and video i took today and
i don't feel like going first aid duty tomorrow
but i can't do this when i've already sign up
somemore batchmate,classmate.. is the LO for this.
BUT seriously,
i need some rest.
i'm tired.
nothing can express the feeling i'm having now.
i don't know why, but i feel so disappointedin myself.
i'm confuse
i'm ....
no word can ever express this kind of feeling.

schooling side
YES. NYP, YOU SARK !!
yes. i got no doubt your nursing is good.
but practical only 4hr per week.
you are so @ss that you make us study for paper and paper.
you are so sarky to make your student study all the e-learning and none of those came out.

Redcross side.
NO DOUBT.
i love you more than mylife.
but, you know what?
after doing all the duty, i feel that within a year,
i learn nothing.
i encounter nothing.
i'm somehow lost.
and i think the flame within me...
just so disappointed but yet happy.

sorry for the inconvenient cause.


myself
i'm useless in everything.
mum always say you are so useless.
"fan lai zhang kou, qian lai sheng shou"
meaning, you do nothing and take out your hand and get money.
no courage within me.
i sark.
i never ask alot from myself.
think back, the expectation within me is long lost
since i ended my secondary life.
i got alot to say.
but i just can't say it here.
you will never know a stranger is reading your blog
and think you are just an idiot.

back to reality.
when you need help, like borrow money as you are jobless,
how many people will actually say
i'll lend you money
and not
you know arz, my bank account with my mum
or what evershit and i can't
how many time when you breakdown
and need someone to be there with you and
they are just not there.
wanna share all the emotion with people,
they are just busy with alot of thing.
and what you can do?
put it within your heart and ...
and take it alone.
how many people actually tell you that
they will be there to listen to us but they are not.

i'm just too confuse.
ignore what i've mention.
the people does not mean anyone.

and you know how singaporean work?
they simply sark.
the are blind and deaf.
i was in this bloody bus on my way home and i was the first to rang the bell.
den the next fellow go press again when its getting nearer.
nevermind. twice only
then i bloody person so press one more time.
i was feeling this.
DON"T YOU HAVE A EYE TO SEE THE LIGHT IS ON?
ARE YOU THAT DEAF THAT YOU CAN'T HEAR THE BELL RANG TWICE ?

i'm just too.. yesterday since it pass 12.
hope i'll be back on the next 0000hr.

sorry that i've use all the bloody, you sark,@ss and whatever in today post
i'm just too disappointing in myself that i
i don't talk to people who are so close to me.
bet its better for me to ...

noelle

TODAYS TOPIC.
MY LEG.

something painful for me for the past few day.
monday, leg numb
tues, leg numb
wed, leg numb
thursday, leg numb again
friday, finally a leg cramp in archade
saturday, leg numb plus cramp.
now i'm having the cramp i have on yesterday.
PAIN LARH !!

oh yea.
recently i've been training para para with lao jie.
1. to distress our stress level.
2. to train hard mode.
but if i fail a song, is either i too fast or too slow.
damn it.
i wish i can go japan and play para para the first one.
play sara and go hot.
i miss sara lar.
but all the machine in singapore seems to be send back to jap.
and i heard the jap archade got like para to 13th mix.
can't wait.
even DDR also.

played ddr ytd.
i think machine angry with me cause i keep training para.
i FAIL BUTTERFLY.
imagine.
S standard of butterfly song become E standard.
horrible.
i shall go sayang the machine liao.
" to be true, is the para machine at the side of us distracting us."
you see, para music over take ddr one.
so we can't hear any music.

shall go look for sara and go hot to be my music for blog.
is damn nice but the game of arrow damn challenging.
the last time i play that machine was sec2.
and i fail it.
didn't manage to pass it.
ARGH!! anyone see any para para without mix de machine around please contact me.
lao jie and i is looking for it.

won't be blogging and nline till tuesday evening.

p/s: siyun, dun brain wash me.

CHEERS(:
Noelle

Back to blog-ing
feel much better.
i'm starting to suspect that i am a bit crazy.
i'm very emotional. so problematic.
well, it 's going to rain very soon.

suppose to meet up lao jie in school @ 11AM.
den this noel yesterday watch too much olympic till late at night.
w/o listening to people advise, to sleep early.
then i was watching china VS jap de badminton.
abit sad cause jap lose the bronze medal one.
den i switch channel and switch till i watch gymnastic.
it is so nice... ^.^
USA both got gold and silver medal.

yesterday psychology is so much much better than sociology.
now i really hate sociology.
3 more paper to go.
can i survive?

anyway,
lobang here.

#1

who wanna study with aihui and me tomorrow please tell us.
plus i'll ofcourse mass sms.

#2

who wanna meet up after my holiday?
please tell me in a week advance.
might go work le. =/
or maybe i'm already fired !! (:

gotta go liao.
or else later i late lao jie nt happy.

lastly,

I LOVE MY FRIENDS <3

for the first in my life time,
i spend so much time studying for the better.
but i forget everything and had a blank in my brain when i enter examination room.
all the memory of mine were blur.


useless, failure, stupid.
now mugging for psychology.
no motivation already.
my clinical, sociology and safety in healthcare already cui.
i dun wanna stay back a sem.
stress, failure and etc.
no one to talk to.
and i dun want to.
might just burst with tears.

i'm the suay one.
always have problem one after another.
now still at chapter 4.
not to sleep tonight.

i hope everything is the same as before
一切停留在原地
nothing has ever change.

noelle

I WAS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE ON9 NOW !!
SUPPOSE TO BE STUDYING.
but..
i can't take the temptation.

went study with jas last tuesday.
the photographer is jas. ^_^



Drawing all the non-scence


my stamp. ^^

my nametag is here and lastly,


how i look in uniform.
damn funny right?
hahas.

gtg back and mug.
cya ^^


noelle (: