HAHAS. i'm bak.
so happy for friends that they have end their paper and and
HOLIDAYS already.

okay.
i wondering since when i have a very deep thought.
perhaps i've grown up.
should really view others in their shoes too yea?
everyone have their bad point.
who doesn't?

if they can't change why not accept them.
quite childish to think of it.
memories of how childish it is to hate my friends when
you should accept them yea?
afterall, it is their character.

and if i'm being left alone again,
why not walk to them and join them?
fun?

but certain people that i dun like will always be a no.
bacause they just wasn't my friend.
aww.... okay.

was thinking of closing the blog.
shall see how.

i'm so touch by people who encourage me.
jia you for those who is still having their exam.


will update photo when i have the mood.


noel
留下来

i feel like a piece of poo.
so shitty right now.
i mean i dun feel like i exist in it.

i only came to realise after exam that how much i've being left out
anyone ever consider about other feeling?
all of the words you can come out is so long never see you around.
and never a reason why.


all i can say is,
i feel like i'm being left out and maybe this is how shitty i feel now.
i'll stop beating around the bush and say this.
NO EMAIL RECEIVED
NO INFORMATION RECEIVED
why do i always have to ask?
i'm tired of it.
is either i exist or i decease in the world.
so what if i'm not one of those?
is it really that important?

i dun wanna mention more.
just feel so tired.
so shitty
i smell poo and
i dun think i going back to collect the stuff.
just so not ready when i realised all this.
i'm so not going to be a nosey parker on all this.
and i dun think i ever exist in it after 1 year.
if you're clever enough you should know what i'm talking about.

i'm too disappointed.
maybe i'm expecting too much.


i wanna be strong and that's what i'm building up now.


noel
默默

9 more hours to exam.
not even touch my saq
faint faint faint.


sorry if i type all this in chinese
我讨厌我自己。
每次都为人着想。
就因为这样我才每次都被欺负。
被人拿缺点当笑话都不出声。
被讲我从没做过的事给别人听。
我不介意。
可是说到你没缺点，真让我咽不下这口气。
我只能说每个人都有缺点。
你要这样讲我也没话说。
但是，想清楚难倒你没有缺点吗？
我不想再说了。
可能人生就是这样吧。



noel
默默

HS1088 is a disappointment for myself and my mother.
putting in effort on it but yet i will be failing it,
i've to say sorry.
sorry to my angel and my mother.
it could be better if i add in 100% effort in it,
stop going out study with those friend who love to talk when study
and hopefully, i can manage to pass it.
10% of failure = 100% of disappointment.

well, all noel have to do is to switch her brain in to the correct channel.
BUT. i can't. the switch is missing and i can't find it.
damn. when will i grow up?

anyone can help?
too obsess with something but i dunno if i should go because only 250 lucky winner can have signature with them.
perhaps too desparate that's y dunno what to do.


noel
寂寞暴走♥

YES,
leekiang is right.
da dong, jiro is coming to singapore with ranie, wu yu wei for their new show,
together which is also known as 爱就宅一起。
it will be debut together with taiwan on the 21 feb 9.30pm at channel u.
excited.
recently was trying to win the ticket to be one of the lucky fans to see my idol.
but to be relistic enough, it will never come true.
i know it deep in my heart.

20feb, da dong will be coming to s'pore.
I'M DEFINATELY GOING.
who wanna join me sms me okayokay?

back to today topic.
wanna talk about human today.
i'm very upset that human being love to discriminate people with
idiot, stupid, low iq, no common sense.
i think this kind of people shouldn't be existing in this wonder but yet relistic world.
they just have a sharp tongue that is good at discriminating people.
if you are having the habit,
change it.
imagine someone calling you idiot, stupid and no commonsense.
In addition, never laugh at people or sacastic to say this
" oh. she got study"
yayapapaya la.
you people just shut-up and get to your work.

a 6 years buddy is just liddat.
what people say you just continue suaning,
is that a retribution to me for what i've done for being initiative?
there's no wrong.
quite stupid. i think i have to blog at the end of my day to make myself feel better.


thanks for encouraging me people.
feel much much more better.
maybe the party just wasn't my friend after all.
i'm too disappointed.


noel
寂寞暴走♥

NOEL NOEL NOEL
HAVE A BIG PROBLEM OVER HERE!!

LAZYBUG ARE CLIMBING ON MY BODY
I'M LAZY TO STUDY NOW.
LAZY TO DO ANYTHING.
BUT YET PLAYING COMPUTER RPG AND WATCHING TV.
SOMEONE SAVE ME?


noel
寂寞暴走♥

i wun be available to go out for the next few week due to personal reason.
don't ask me why.

it's very inconvenient for me to walk now.



noel
寂寞暴走♥

angela, cheng feng, angie, lexander, leekiang and me

Today my mum invited guest to our house for lunch.
and i'm glad that my friend turn up.

thank you guys.

well, well, well.
i'm now damn worried about about my essay.
i reallyhope i won't go out of point for everything.
god bless me okay?
Justin just started with his essay.
oh gosh.
well, as a student nurse, i should hope that the another student nurse get some sleep.

Recently, i was reading jodi picoult, second glance
and i thought it would be nice.
well, i have to read on to find out.
next book i'm going to read is twilight, newmoon, eclipse.
and my all time fav, princess diary bk.9.






it has been very long since i'm free in the weekend.
feel so relaxing.


edited:
was chatting with wan ming a few second back.
i'm very glad that i manage to keep in touch with him.
and when i ask him about ii email, he went offline.
how dare he. :@
but anyway, i'm just so happy that we still keep in touch.

perhaps i'm just so simplae minded.
a minor of pleasant thing can make me happy for whole day unless i met with unpleasant incident.








noel
寂寞暴走♥