HOW horrible can i be for just a day?
NOELLE I HATE YOU
just for a day.

Recently i feel so lifeless.
like u have just lost the aim in ur life.
sleepy whole day long.
either went home to sleep when there's long hour break or jolly well skip the last few lec and go home sleep.
i wonder why if i have 8hr per day for sleeping,
i still need extra time for me to rest.
maybe i use too much computer or what?

i quarrel with mum again.
for no reason, she nag again.
i was trying my best to study hard and her music (nagging) keep going.
i dunno if i'm right or wrong.
just so confuse.

thanks siyun.
well, i got no people to turn to.
is always her or aihui is the one who can make my screw open abit.
thx for giving idea.
but i think i simply adding more stuff into ur day.
sorry.

well, suppose to turn to others.
but i think i shall stop adding ur stress lvl and etc.

well all, i dun like myself.
my attitude.
i dun like the way i'm in school.
try walking the school compound on ur own when ur bud is nt around in school for 2 days.

i just can't stay long from anti emoing and i know it.
just dun wanna admit it
i get easily emo esp. after june.
life is getting more and more upset for me.
is that the way?
well, i dun even know what i'm typing now.
anyway, take care.

a few mth back, i'm excited about it
a few mth later, i got no motivation to go on.

smiling is a reason not to let others around me get worried
but the truth is, i never even smile at the first place

okay. i sound like saddies already.

noelle