Today will be my last post before i go MIA in blogging.
Will come back till i get back my mind.
start blogging because i overcome my emo.
but it seems to come back now.
so its time for me to stop for the time being.
will come back till my mind is back to conscious

ThankYou for being there for me for 9 month

WARNING !!!
IT'S A LONG POST

having thought for the pass few week and i think i still can't overcome it.
almost did sth in train just now.
better dun mention.
noelle is not her usual self recently.
the best solution is to close this blog for the time being.

today my batchmate/squadmate/schoolmate/classmate ask this question.
" IF I QUIT VIP, WILL 0908 COME ALONG"
well, just can't give a perfect answer for it.
but to me,
u wanna quit VIP, i suppose sth had happen to u or what.
and if u did, i will quit too.
That's my answer.

anyway, must thanks Stephen and XinYu in teaching me to ice skate that day.

MUMMY i'm telling you this.
if u trying to stop my last motivation in my life,
i'm going to fiight 'pin' with you.
NAG is all u want.
can't u just notice i'm not myself.
SHAME ON YOU
dun claim that u know me cause i dun even know about u.

out of sudden i feel so stupid and etc.
i'm so clumsy.
clumst to dirty my clothes today
clumsy to dirty LTK3 today
clumsy to have hole in my mouth

I NEED SOMETHING TO VENT MY ANGER ON !!!!!!!


lastly,
i dun want to be a burden of anyone.
if i can choose, i would rather not to be on the earth
so don't be worry about me
i dun want to bring any burden to anyone.
so better dun let me caught you having thought because of me.


I LOVE (nt in rank)
1. sister ( hougang and sengkang gang)
2. REDCROSS
(serangoon u guys never disappoint in your VI.keep the good work)
3. VI friends (i always love the going out with you guys)
4. Secondary school friend
thats all. and if u notice, family was not there
hate is more than loving

anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGNES !!!!
the 7th year friendship (eventhough nt that deep)
LOLS.


the end.
come back after i recover.



This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on
I wish I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one I
wish that you were here
To celebrate together I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on
I wish I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on
I wish I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye