just within one night,
thing started to change around me.
i take a good look at the world, and i told myself this.
i should close my eyes and continue my life everyday.
somehow or rather,
if not for today ls meeting and movie marah=thon at jj house and going
RED CROSS HOME with angela,
i beti'm still so not feeling well.
to be true enough, i hasn't been laughing much recently.
trouble, trouble and trouble.
i feel like telling someone about what happen.
but you see, tears will start flowing if i do that.
somehow i don't really lack of water.
changes and changes.
no matter how many comment and changes you try, it will still be the same
mummy did something to my backbone when she know i have scoliosis.
i mean yes. but she was abusing it. she pull back my shouder damn hard
and its so damn hurt.
i cried again.
everyday i ask myself the same old question.
i'm tired of it.
WHEN CAN YOU STOP crying

maybe its time for me to let go.
i lost something and gain nothing.

i just don't like how some system work and i hate it.
quitting archade game after today.
you won't be seeing me going again

i will never be the same old self today.
and i won't be going out with you all too..


anyway, rc home i meet up with jordan and angela and we make our way there.

to jj house for night movie marathon, even i left early lar.
meet up with kenny sir, hong yi sir, qing xiang sir and jj sir first.
den headed to jj house

A VERY THANKYOU for sending me down.
to:
XinYu
Stephen
Chien Cham
Hong Zhou
JJ

glad i laugh thanks to the movies.
will i be able to do that?


noelle