slot for the following day.
thursday: i manage to make it for foresee gathering.
yea. not work
friday: if there's unit training, i'll go. if not i should be going hq
Saturday: meeting in the morning.after that no programme. sian
Sunday: lotering around....
next week onwards, attachment.
damn sian ler.
so so so tired liao.

back track
so far i've missed first aid duty twice.
damn sian.
thanks to working lar.
can't blame.
i desperately need $$
and i happen to saw junjie sir today outside my working place.


i feel that i'm so far away,
much further away,
from the world i once know,
from the people i once close with.
time can change alot of thing.
too much for me.
how i really wish we were hanging around like we once used to,
we once share the joy and sorrow together,
but i know.
it is no longer the same.
sometime i look around,
i feel so.
so much for me to accept.
how i wish i can smile everyday with no worry.
is just all the how i wish.
if it really come true,
many people would not be so trouble.
somehow and somewhy,
i know you are no longer with me,
to guide me along.
but i enjoy the ecperience we once had.
and that's enough.

it is just a part of life
i'm just a growing up kids still.



p/s: CHOCOLATE BUA something nice = DISGUSTING
noelle