sometime i think i very unfilial.
everytime fight with her.
i promise daddy i wun bully her.
but actually the fact is she bully me.
she's is biased.
always love my sister.
give them present and never give me present.
just because she say she cooking rice, i going home eat.
den i go home i found out that she cook porriage.
noel dun love porriage.
and we fight again.
she KBKB me again.

find one day i'll rent a house outside to get rid of her.
not because i'm unfilial.
but because i wanna avoid quarrel.


today i feel damn left out in many others way.
today is not my day,
i was wondering to myself.
why do people laugh at me, i laugh together with them.
then when i dun feel good, i'll still smile and laugh.
how silly am i.
i really hate myself.
it's like i'm brainless.
i hate myself.


noel choong