maybe i really should listen to mum that i shall pass my grade 5 theory first before i learn other instrucment.
but den, i dunno.
motivation of everything is gone.
music, nursing and red cross.
even though i look damn damn damn fine
but somehow or another, i feel so shattled.
i'm like close in an enclosed area.
i might just faint any time from now.
bad headache, bad blood circulation, scoliosis problem,
noel you really got so many problem.

this is how i feel now.
lazy bug coming.
i got no motivaation in anything.
1 more mth and 7 days to go.
noelle


