whenever i try to make a day for anyone i know,
i always get disappointment.

whenever i finall make myself free for that day,
it turn out to be disappointment.

whenever they tries to celebrate birthday today with me,
i rejected it.

I JUST HATE IT WHEN YOU CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY TODAY
& FORCE ME TO BLOW CANDLE TODAY.

SHAME ON YOU.
I DON'T MIND NO BIRTHDAY CAKE FOR EVERY YEAR

because you guys jolly well don't know what i want.
AND I REJECTED IT EVENTUALLY.


today i just feel full of disappointment.