有没有人想过被丢下来的感觉是什么？
我有。
我讨厌被丢下的感觉。

During my secondary life, i lost my friend, i became a loner, i've got nothing.
Simply nothing.
nurul, athirah and jasmine wasn't there for me.
i'm gratful that at that momment,aihui, leekiang, sandhya was there and ask me if i wanna join them.
If not there won't be the present me, you won't see me in redcross, you won't see me blogging now.
i might be at somewhere, doing everything on my own.

i remembered bullying the 3 guys in tuition.
i remembered the friends i met and till now we've been going out still.
i remembered the way i tease at them.
i remembered every details.
and sometime because of this little details,
deep inside me i forgive and forget.
i know that you guys don't like me doing this,
that's why i avoid doing it again.
and sometime i really hate the attitude that some of you show.
suaning is part and parcel of life. i don't mind
but sometime i hate people
suaning me over the occupation i want and like.


to avoid all this from happening again,
i treasure every of my friendship.
i avoid facing many of the thing.
smile as each day go past.
but has anyone know the really me deep deep inside my heart?


everyone is growing up,
from a child to teenager and young adult.
you see the different me in your life
hopefully as long as we're around,
lets stay for each other and remain as friend and nothing else.



to all my beloved friends that is with me.
my fantastic7, kaki, mummy
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noelchoong