you might be wondering where's the part 1.
it is the post below a week back stated i love my friends.

anyway, this is part2.
more one like my cca.

Mummy once ask me this question.
"u've learn piano, why don't you join BAND"
i gave her this reason.
"I DON'T WANT TO COPY SISTER"
"REDCROSS IS ALSO FUN."
"LEARN FIRSTAID EHS"
and thats how my passion move on for the past 5 years.

Start off with now.
BEING SOMEONE,
did manage to help my cadets in EUA and stuff.
on the another hands,
With or without me around make no different.
i believe and trust that no one will feel my exist in HQ.
was around because batchmate are.
it make me wonder if one day, majority of my batchmate not around,
would i still be around, attending to event?

Secondary One,
i'm fat, chubby and short girl with no trouble.
always attend to training and i love the training system in school alot.
however end of year accreditation was SAQ.
didn't manage to pass.
But thats the most enjoyable year i ever had for my 4 years.

Secondary Two
STILL FAT AND CHUBBY
nothing seems to change.
except for my character.
my attitude was very bad.
i started to skip one of after school meeting and was scolded by the NCo that year.
and i cried.
After that, got my first rck at bendemeer.
i don't remember the important thing happen after that.
This is the year where all of the batchmate quit and left the 6 of us.

Secondary Three
started to grow taller.
FINALLY. (:
first half of the year, i wanted to give up.
wanted to just end my passion.
love to nag and nag.
wanted to skip training but i always didn't.
The year where NCDCC came in
Serangoon redcross almost close down.
where i became admin.
and the admin was a scam.
the senior eat our money up.
say buy this and that, in the end, nope.
mid half year, vicechair and the other start to skip cca.
the year i went ULP, Nat camp,
camp unity and modular workshop.
and year end camp was like shit because my mum dun allow me

Secondary Four
so fast and i'm gonna pass down to nxt batch.
ended up unit left 2 regular people who always go cca
my classmate cum blah blah blah...
but had fun.
when world redcross day that time, i wasn't happy.
i ask myself this again and again.
why people who talk and didn't do and never come
get to be flag barrel?
and my only regret in my life is
i've never been a flag barrel party before.
and the same old people always get it,
nomatter if they attend to training a not.
whenever i think of this,
i would always wanted to cry.
when there's problem. they will never come and help
but when there's something fun,
they will come and make themself overall incharge.
hate it.

will have part 3 when i have time.


noelchoong