If i've got a choice, i won't want to be here, alive.

Had a big fight in the morning.
mum insisted that the way i covered my wound was not correct.
and my second sis came to make the situation worse by saying " in my whole life, i didn't even wrap my wound"
the immediate response from me was "fuck off"
i always remind my friend not to scold all these word, and i'm scolding at home.

i dislike the way they say me.
they say "wa nurse liao bu qi lo! you don't need us to help you de"
i was very upset. They are my family member but why such a word pop out from their mouth?

i'm too disappointed. gotta sleep soon

noelchoong