yesterday night,
cousin joyce asked me this:
why are you getting slimmer and slimmer?
my reply was:
because i grow taller.

and actually i still thought that i'm fat.
but for now, i will do all the daily routine i've been doing for the past few wk then.
aw. its so awful that i can't go swimming this week due to the weather and stuff.
gotta go running then.

To my dearest people if you are reading this.
it might be you, or it might not be you.take it like reading a story.
It's was never easy to plan a event. Nevertheless, a birthday surprise or meetup.
I'm being honest now to put all the words here because i seriously don't care.
If you are telling me that you're not free on that day just to go lan, bowling, shopping with other friends, i think it is so bull shit. Unless you really had it plan for the past 1 mth that this XX date already book. Which i believe most of the case are liddat. But to certain extent of skipping someone birthday over and over again with some invaild reasons, and paying all the unnecessary money, you're equal to wasting your own money. Take this in mind, when you lie, you can hide from one. But when you lie all the time, you will eventually forget what you lie to this fellow and others and sooner or later people will know that you're cheater. If you really do not want to attend, just tell us. We won't bite you, capture you and stuff.
And to whoever whom we are celebrating your birthday, it was never easy. Budget breakdown, where to go how to celebrate is a thing. And all the hard work we've done, we only get 3 word reply, eat and go. We understand your situation that why we are always letting you to give us a difficult situation in anytime.
For a minute or two, why can't anyone just put yourself into others people shoes and think? Sparing of 1 or 2 hrs of the day won't harm. This is the last time we're gonna celebrate each other birthday. If you got the heart, you will come and jio each other. If not, we can just simply forget it.
WHAT'S SO BIG DEAL ABOUT BIRTHDAY ANYWAY?
p/s: and it's only 1 or 2 scapegoat that make the whole thing become liddat.

and i'm still CHILL. (:
noelchoong