people only asked me why didn't you teach them.
my answer is because i willing to sacrified something that i like to get what i need to do on time.
But does people do that?
I skipped dace twice for redcross.
I'm seriously feeling so silly.
why do people who don't need to care so much,
and i down there, always reminded at the time at last minute.
was waiting for innitiative and stuff. but nothing take place.

my conclusion was: one must sacrified inorder to learn something.



i'm tired.......
thing just don't go what i wanna go as.