Many thing happen these few days
2days back was scolding myself idiot because i always think for others
but it's those not obvious de.
seldom people will think of how i feel.
suddenly this thought came to my mind and i was thinking
why
why
why do i always want to make people happy and stuff thats why i stay in that way.
but right now, i can't let go of that role.
not now.
idiot right?
maybe i just didn't let go.

today did girls hh.
and i think i did it badly or what
because i didn't get comment when everyone have it.
she utterly just skip my turn.
was kind of piss and sad.
cause i dun always get comment.
sometime i think she's biased.
those who are close with her she will teach them lots of thing
but for those not so close, she don't even help you.
i wonder if it's my fault or she just didn't want to tell me what to improve on.
telling myself maybe she forget about me.
i tried my best. really did. but maybe i was not that good.
i really don't know.

SDD coming and i wonder if i can commit well not.
PRCP is coming and i don't wish to fail it.
really don't wish to flung it.

i'm confuse and sad.
dance is the only thing but still,
no comment is given which lead me to no where.
no where.