sometime want to join and can join is two different thing.
i love locking. But,
i was always being make fun by heaven.
telling me "hey!you cannot perform again"
like piss only.
first it was attachment. then it came to the point i have to give up SDD because i still have first aid competition with me.
then now, it is my work. then it came to the point again that i have to give up club crawl.
people always say with good time management, thing will work well.
AS IF!
tried so hard to fight for it, then it came to the point where i
where i lost the battle again.
commitment VS passion VS work
i hate it. why does it happen again.

It's a april fool joke isn't it?